You try to see straight through me,
Through the complications,
The pain and suffering,
Just trying to see who I really am.

A wonderful person inside,
But to afraid to show it,
I was scared of what you’d think.

I was scared that you would feel different,
You wouldn’t see me for who I really was,
But someone different from how I saw myself,
Cruel and unkind.

When I opened up,
For the first time,
I felt love gleaming into my eyes,
I felt so safe for the first time in my life.

But then you left,
I suddenly felt so hollow,
What had I done to deserve this?
To feel so lost in such a short amount of time.

Everyday I think about the day you left,
Not a minute goes past where I don’t think about you,
Think about where I went wrong,
To lose something so precious,
Someone I loved.

Because of you,
I never feel happy,
Nothing feels important anymore,
The only think I care about is you.

When I’m alone,
Lying on our bed,
Just thinking of what could have been,
Thinking of what’s never going to be.

Now you’re gone,
I realise nothing’s left,
Nothing to look forward to,
So what’s the point?

What’s the point of being in a world?
Where there’s nothing to look forward to?

Leaving the world is the only option,
The only option that will take away my pain,
The last thing on my mind was,
What did I do to deserve this?